All I want for Christmas

This year, I'd be beyond satisfied if I could just stop keeping score and simply forgive. Up to this point in my life I've never had trouble letting go of past slights and grudges. But now no matter what I try it's stubbornly sitting in the pit of my stomach, refusing to budge. This is the first time I've craved hardcore vengeance. God is telling me to release the anger and love again. So far, I've been unable... or maybe just unwilling. I don't like it. I want it gone.

I just don't know how.


1 comments:

Suarez Cartel said...

This is a major issue for me. I pray that you can let this go and get "closure".
p.s. I emailed you at your Yahoo accaount. Do you have a different email now?